Sometimes I wonder what led me down the path I'm on. Why did God or whoever choose this for me! I couldn't possibly be the one that did this to my life. All I have to do is look at my daughter and I know its the path I was suppose to take, but sometimes I think there was some freak cosmic mix up!! I always thought I was a fairly intelligent person that made "ok" choices most of the time so it has to be a cosmic mistake not mine. Wasn't I suppose to have met a loving caring person to spend the rest of my life with...someone that actually cares about me and what makes me tick?? I couldn't have been the one that did this to myself.
I know I know what the hell is Sherri rambling on about this time!! I have been steadily seeing all that Paul and I don't have in common...he could care less about anything that's important to me except the baby and maybe my family. Other than that we walk on two totally different paths that appear to be moving farther apart instead of closer together. And no it isn't just an optical illusion.
Tonight I made dinner for HIS daughter and son in law and what does he do go out to visit someone and stay gone for more than 2 hours, while at home dinner was getting cold and I was getting hotter and hotter(under the collar that is)! Don't get me wrong I love them so I was glad to make them dinner but....ugh!
Anyway just another blog of me rambling on and on! I guess this is the path I chose and I have to deal with it but wouldn't it be so much easier to blame it on someone or something else!! As for the diet that went fairly well today. I'm running out of breakfast items but I should get a new shipment soon. until then I'm eating Kashi.
Contrary to what I end up writing in here I'm a fairly happy person in the rest of my life I swear!!!!!
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Once you realize you are responsible for the outcome of your choices and you take personal responsibility for them then you can make new and better choices. Glad to see you know your outcome is a result of your choices. That's a BIG step. And here's a little quote that I often find helpful (it's from Louise Hay) "The Point of Power is Always the Present" You have lots of choices ahead of you in all areas of your life - make them wise ones and not ones that you will regret later.
OK lecture mode over - Congrats on staying on your diet plan. That was a good choice!!
Sorry, but I've made way to many bad choices to say anything here except... Like you I know they were my choices and my responsibility.
Somehow I missed your return from the keys. Yea, nice party town, great sunsets, seafood, drinks, drinks, drinks... glad to here you had a good time!
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